Saturday, October 4, 2008

I am happy we talked

My love, my Juliet

After your last letter I had to call you. As I told you on the phone, I felt it was time to listen to each other's voices again.

I am happy you start feeling you are returning to be your own person. I would never want for you to define yourself through your love for me - even though I admit, it is a beautiful thought and it made me feel a bit proud of having you, loving me.

But as I told you before, you are in yourself such a beautiful person, that you don't need to be defined through the existence of anyone else, nor through the projection of your feelings towards anybody else.

I partially define you, however, through the love you project. Not towards me or anyone else, but in general. That is a huge part of what you are and what makes your aura so beautifully vibrating.

Of course, as you guessed, I also felt a sting of maybe not being so needed. A man always seems to have that need - to feel needed. But I promise you, I will survive.

I feel so much closer to you right now. All these days that passed between us suddenly seem to bring us closer. And that also makes me believe, even more than before, that we can do this.

Thank you for your honesty, my dear love. I wish you could place your hand on my heart right now, because it's throbbing like a wild horse on the run. And it's all for you.

All my love

XXXXXX R